my favorite time has finally arrived... the fall... and many a thing are upon me.

It seems like everything is changing, and nothing will  be the same again.  Ever.   i  turned 20 last friday and.. and i finnaly realized that im an adult...  not a post teen, and not even a young man.  its time for  me to take back  my  life.. cause nothings ever promised.  so im  gonna be studying my ass off.

today, my worship  director  announced he was  leaving.. which has been a  long time coming.. 3 years  ago,  which didnt seem to long ago,  i was struggling to keep ryhthm,  and  now... well...ive gone a long way since then... though i still have a long way  to go.    hes been  a huge musical  influence to me.. and im  sorry things have  to change.

anyway.. speaking of  change, this will probably be the  last entry i write...  i  feel   like ive out grown xangaing and xanga surfing and whatnot.  so to the few who are out there, thanks for hearing me out... that is if anyone still reads this.. its been dead for a while.. 

and  now with the world before me... 

heres to the future.